HELLO KITTY 7-ELEVEN PLUSH DOLL

I may have lucked out getting out of jury duty but I lost a bid on this new version of Hello Kitty dressed as a 7 -Eleven employee. (I have the older one). I'm still depressed about it and it's been a few days now.  What the hello is wrong with me. I really think I need a therapist or  maybe I should just go get a job at 7-Eleven so I can feel closer to Hello Kitty.